I don't know why it's so hard sometimes for me to get into a regular blog schedule. I really want to. I think sometimes it's because it starts to feel like I use it just for business. I would really love for it to be more about me and my family, etc. I don't know why that's a struggle. Part of it is WHEN to blog. I don't want the first thing I do in my day to be sit and blog. I don't want the last thing I do before bed to be blog. There are more important things in my life. I am too busy to do it in the morning. I like cuddling extra long watching tv with the children in bed in the morning. Then it's off to breakfast. I don't want to spend a long time while they're awake (like NOW) blogging. I want to spend my evening times with my hubby and with the Lord reading. So when is the time to do it? When do all you regular bloggers blog? During quiet time? Sometimes it takes me so long I would spend most of the littles' quiet time doing it. So as with EVERYTHING else in my life, finding the right time to slot things in is key. I am working on starting a new MOTH schedule so I suppose I will fit it in somewhere. Okay normal blogging will commence now.
Clay got a new job! Yay! Can't tell you what a load off my back that is. Maybe now I can relax with my designing and enjoy it a tad more. He likes the job and the shop is really small which he really likes. He has worked in a lot of HUGE shops and prefers it small. And he gets to go do some installations which is fun for him so that's good. And YAY we get health insurance again. Will mention why that is so great in a minute. Though because he needs to get some drivers license stuff dealt with I have to drive him every morning. The alarm goes off at 5:45. For me, that is EEEEEEEEARLY. Early early. And it's kind of a bummer because it is messing up the routine I had gotten into to go to the gym at 6:45. Another thing to find a new place for in my routine. I am thinking that I might start going at 9 at night again. My cousin who was going to be a professional baseball player is writing me up an exercise routine so that will rock. LIke a correspondence personal trainer. Love it. I can't afford an IRL trainer so this is great.
The health insurance. We have been without it for so long. We don't qualify for medicaid and simply COULD NOT afford both cobra and private insurance. It is SO expensive. I mean with Clay not working we were SO tight sosososo tight. Yet for some reason the poverty line in CA for medicaid is SO low we didn't qualify. It's crazy. In TN we would have EASILY qualified. I mean we are a family of 5! And my measly designing puts us above the medicaid line in TN. AND in CA you CANNOT own anything worth over $5000 and qualify. So we own a home. We don't qualify, Nevermind that we still own um.. lots on our house. Whatever. The first appt we had the woman said you could be living in your $7000 car with 6 children and NOT qualify for food stamps. Um... what is wrong with THAT picture? But we have all sorts of things we need health insurance for. Remember my root canal? Well I got it but couldn't afford the crown. So my half drilled tooth has sat here for months. Saturday, it broke. Doesn't hurt (I mean I had the root canal lol) but it's broken. Adric at almost three still has his lazy eye he needs surgery for. Then there's dentists, etc. that the children need. It's amazing in this country how EASY it is to be part of the working poor. Clay and I watched the 30 days (that show with the guy who made Supersize Me) where they lived on minimum wage a few nights ago and it was really interesting. At the time he made the movie Congress hadn't passed an increase in the minimum wage since 1997 and yet had increased THEIR congressional salary by $27,000. Love that eh? But not one to ramble on about politics or anything. I don't necessarily agree with all the minimum wage proposals so it would be a long ramble so I'll stop. BUT it will be great to be able to just go make doctor's appointments and dentist appts at will. Don't ever take having health insurance for granted. It is a huge luxury and blessings. SOOOOOO many people in this country do NOT have health insurance. Imagine living your whole life without it.
Working on some new stuff :) Got some element packs I am working on, a rocking alpha, a new line of kits and a collection I am brainstorming. Eek. But you know me, hard to get anything done when I say I am so.. hopefully I can get things together enough for a Friday release this week. I hope so anyways. My new scanner is giving me trouble so I will have to wait for Clay to help me fix it before I can work on some of them. And once again like tends to happen a number of times a year I got through a designer mid life crisis or more of an identity crisis. Asking questions about whether my grunge is too hard to work with, etc. etc. Things like that. That's when you always get one collection that is a bit less grungy and that lasts through that one collection and I go back to my normal thing. Then CD tells me she likes the grungier way better and it's over. But here I am again second guessing myself like always. Now how to get out of that rut and just enjoy what I do as MINE who knows.
I have scrapped some. Got about 4 pages I haven't showed. I REALLY want to get into putting 5 pages a day into my DST gallery and start building that. AND I still haven't showed anyone my MMM layouts :) But I'll show one today for ya. It is VERY different for me. CD had her first online crop at Creating Keepsakes and she wrangled me into doing one of the challenges. I NEVER do challenges. I want to. I think I scrap better when I do. I have been wanting to do the Digi Dares but keep putting it off. Part of me is wanting to do paper more than digi sometimes. I have HAD to design and work for SO long that when I go to scrap soemtimes it feels like I just want to get away from the computer. Hopefully now with Clay bringing in a paycheck it will be less stress for me and I can enjoy digiscrapping more again. CD's challenges ROCKED. The one I did was to scrap an emotion so I chose CRAZY.
Paint Strokes by Meredith Fenwick, Brown paper by Rebecca DiGrazio, Font is 2peas GG, photo border by Corina Nielson, Felt starts by Amy Martin, buttons, staples, odds and ends by me Kim Christensen.
Thanks CD for making me actually scrap!
So much to do today. The sink has been clogged ALL weekend and we can't get it unclogged so we need to call the plumber. Argh. So I need to mop and clean the house before the plumber comes BLECH. But the kitchen sink has been out of commission all weekend. LOVE that eh? Had to do dishes in a plastic dishpan in the kitchen getting water from the bathtub. Argh again. So lots to do today so I should get running. Later Gators.